December 4, 2007

  • Dear Diary

    Falling in love... what a horrible phrase. Falling insinuates that there is a bottom and a sudden stop (((SPLAT))). Crushing on someone... thats not any good either. Crushes are saved for those you can never have. Puppy love maybe? No, that is love that has not reached maturity of heart. Like? No. What is the word or phrase I am looking for? *she ponders* Ascending into companionship?... That's it!

    Have you ever met someone, spoke to them one time, and immediately knew that if you had to live with them forever you probably could? What a scary, romantic, probably not an every day occurrence thought. Not only that you could live with them forever, but you would. I found myself speaking to someone recently who has me awestruck. With little effort on his part he is captivating. I am not accustomed to how easy our conversations flow, nor how swift I am to trust him. But what a breath of fresh air, how relaxing it is to be able to trust. What a caring heart I have found in him, caring... but lonely. Oh how I wish to be his comfort, the sweet nothings in his ear, and the shoulder that he leans on. His mind is like an ocean, and I knew that have merely breached the surface... I can hardly wait till I unearth all is secret treasures.  Even though the wealth of him has been taken for granted by some, I hope that he knows that I will appreciate and cherish the abundance of his riches. Now when I speak of wealth and riches, I am not speaking of money. I am speaking of his heart. Like his mind, his heart is deep. He hasn't been far from my thoughts recently... I can't seem to shake 'em. Anyway... I just had to voice my thoughts. The funny thing is I know that he will read this... I just hope he likes what he sees.

Comments (11)

  • thank you cat; :ssgoofywink: but be careful - pedastals are tough to fall from...AND-

     you could get landed on...

  • Never thought of that part---FALLING:ssoh:

  • i am sure he will like what he sees....

  • I am happily married and intend to stay that way.  Nevertheless, I have always had a crush on you :sscrush:  *sigh* Is there any hope for any of my sons?

    *lights another candle, anyway*

  • :sswink::sslove::ssalien:

  • Damn girl, if you are talking about Colin, you have it bad for him! lol Hey I can't blame ya! He's a hot looking guy. Take things slow, though. This whole thing is so cute!

  • I’m blind today, but someday I’ll
    Be all alone, and for a lark
    Just close my eyes and maybe smile
    To see for miles the dark on dark
    Stretching to infinity.

    Then with my eyes closed just as tight
    As they can be, I’ll turn and scan
    The inky hollowness of night
    That gapes to swallow up a man
    And see what I can see.

    I’m blind today, but just until
    The shadows shimmer with the dawn
    Of timid dreams as soon as they will
    Then turn the pretty pictures on
    That wait like seeds inside of me.

    Then birthing from the blackness, seamless
    As a bubble boiled from tar
    My vision will transform the dreamless
    Night into a brilliant star
    And that’s where you will be.

    If I were derring-do; inclined
    To do the daring things I think
    I'd bare my eyes and be less blind
    I'd gaze at you and never blink
    And say, "Come dance with me."

    I’m blind today, but by tonight
    Should I reveal my dreams to you
    I know it would restore my sight
    If I could see my dream come true
    I dream of you and me
    I dream of you with me!

  • ^^written by my brother, Mindranger, years ago.

  • yes and it never worked out

  • It must be the tat.

  • Missed you by 7'

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